A Day of Stupidity

Which is everyday in my case...I was down yesterday, because Christmas isn't coming around this year, not with my family, so, I'll make do with my other 'adopted' family, or not, I don't know at this point. I felt really stupid for turning them down (I'm editing the details here, just upset at my slow brain). So, to kinda console my depression I bought junk foods at Mollie Stone's. This is my only meal for the day -- I stuffed my mouth with a bunch of cardboard-flavored puffs and dijon mustard coated peanuts which is really good by the way, which killed my purpose of buying junk in the first place. Furthermore, I bought key lime pies for my roomies that I thought was average, but they said it was really good, and that made me even more depressed. The pies I gave them was the result of another stupidity I made last week.

Long story short I can't blame anyone but myself, and probably a series of unfortunate timings (you can't go after me Lemony Snicket!). I would think I am in the woman-thing-that-must-not-be-named phase to justify my mood seesaw. Any case, I hope to be brooding for the next couple of days.